The Degree in which I changed my life We all know that change is scary, and for some of us, almost impossible. The fear of the unknown is at times all together overwhelming. However, change happens everyday, even if we dont recognize it, change is happening around us, all the time. I chose to welcome change into my life, I had to, or I was going to lose the most important people in my life, my children. Approximately two years ago, my world came crashing down on me like a wall of bricks. In one day I had lost my fiance, my children, my job, my home and my car. My ex-husband had made false alligations and by the time it was all said and done, all I had left was the family dog. That dog became my best friend that day! It would have been easy for me to fall into a deep depression and give up, but it just wasnt in me to do that!…
So after some serious praying and soul searching, I knew what I had to do. I chose to fight for what I loved so dearly, my children, our home and stabilazation. I went right to work and got three jobs, and got my car back. I was then able to rent a trailer home from a friend, and after one year and three months, my babies came home for good. I eventually went on to meet someone else, and he has been a blessing to my life and to the lives of my children. All of the struggles I encountered were just changes being made by a plan that was already in place. A plan that was made before I was even a thought in my parents mind, Gods plan. I always knew that God existed and not for one minute did I ever doubt that. However, at times I wasnt willing to accept his plan. I had my own in place. That is the struggle though, as a person of flesh and blood, we dont see the bigger, grander picture. These changes that are brought about in so many ways, often refered to as trials or...